TONIGHT

Sometimes i wish that guardian angel in my life comes really soon...but she resides in a far distant land...and all i can do is pray...


Tonight


oh!father of Jesus
guide me through tonight
give me the strength to lift myself
because my shoulder drops tonight
and no longer is my head held high
no longer do i have the courage to carry on

oh!lord send me your favourite child to guide me
to hold my hand ...to walk with me by my side
cause i am all alone tonight
and i cant stand the waves of frustration anymore
i am drowning in the quicksand of this materialistic world
with nobody to hold onto ...
bring your loved one back tonight
call her back for me
because i need her to be there by my side tonight...
she is the element that resides in me
with her i am everything without her i am nothing
her love is my strength,her tears are my pain
her voice is my hope,her silence is my despair
the sound of her every breath is the blood that flows in me
with the silence my heartbeat stops... time stops
show me her eyes once again because only they can stop my tears
show me her smile because only that can lift my head up to the world tonight...

A Fool In Love

I woke up one night thinking of you ...why you???
A stranger you have been to me...no name...no past???
Who are you then ??
Why in the word do you then make me feel as if you define my existence???
...Why do you give me so much pain as well as so much hope...
Just Stop fucking my head!!!
..Stay by me or leave forever...
love me or kill me...
Just dont let me lead a half life...
You are my greatest strength as well as my greatest weakness...
You are my greatest pride as well as my greatest remorse..
I am a fool in love...
The more you hate me... the more i will love you ...
not for the pain you gave me ...
But for the memories you have given me...
Thats because i will always remember the love and erase the hate...
Cause i am just a fool so in love with you...dreaming dreams never meant for me...
Yet i dream coz in it is the sweet memories of you which i forever see...